Three years has passed since my last blog. Over the past three years, things have changed so much. It seems that things might change again. For the better, I hope.

I am now working in Seoul, Korea. The only reason why I am here is cos my fiancee is Korean. She is a fine, loving and caring lady. Truly blessed to have met her. She is everything that I have ever hoped for, and for that, I am eternally grateful.

These days, it seems that I may not be the one she wishes to be with. Painful as it seems, I have to just work hard and be there for her. That's the least I can do right now. I have so much to tell her, so much to do for and with her, but I know now, it is better not to rush. I am learning the hard and painful way. Glad to have my parents and dear friends during this terribly lonely period. Thank goodness for technology (MSN, Skype). Haha.

Recently, I met an old, dear friend online - Margaret. All the while, we have been able to confide in each other. This time round, it is even more meaningful, since she is also in a long-distance relationship. What I learnt from her was refreshing. It gave me new insight about myself. Having said that, I wish I was like her bf, from whom I shamelessly quote:

As long as I have the life to do so, I will try to give you a happy and comfortable. I believe that we will overcome this and create something wonderful in this life. Let's take things one step at a time.

영, I miss you.